i want to be

i want to fly, when i can’t

i want to be, when i can’t

just want to do a lot of things

but i can’t

oh, it’s hard

trying to get out of being me

down the rabbit hole again

woe is me

struggling just to get up

fighting life with all the energy of my being

i want to go anywhere but here

but i can’t

getting the gears going takes the day; then its over

darkness envelopes my essence

woe is me

but, now my head is spinning

can’t focus

can’t get it together

heavens just let me sleep